While the CD was being made, i decided 5 mins was too long to sit in fron of the PC and do nothing so i went to lie down in the couch... then i started thinking about the wierdest thing: I'm 19 years old. Most of the time I think i'm invincible. I'm beyond death. The only thing about dieing that scares me is that i might see myself dieing. But then i just began to think.... what if i went to bed one day and didnt wake up.... not ill or anything... and at this age. Damn..... I know i enjoy life too much. I swear i'll do everything to come back.
It's something..... i should even be thinking about tihs. Help me! Isnt it ironic that my first post of the year is about death? when after all this transformation i should be talking about a new beginnig? Let's just imagine i didnt post this.
PS: I'm still on a hiatus.... but i just had to put this down. See you guys soon... maybe a week from now... maybe two. But definitely before the month's over I'll be back. Love you all
Author: brownAangel
Date/Time: May 3, 2002 4:56 AM
Well what can i say, i'm visiting!!
And i must say that though you claim you were thinking you were invicible, you actually realised how ephemeral you are and how you can slip away and even YOU might miss it. Now thats sad and i do sympathise, but its what you get from trying to make mixtapes of R&B, hip hop, Hip life AND HIGHLIFE!!!!! all on one CD- That is Profane!! I mean to slander the other beautiful music forms with the other ineloquent forms??? You need some help and i am sorry neither old age nor youth will help you out. YOu enjoy life you claim yet i am convinced without a doubt that you haven't had a rush - a clean nice rush not necessarily sexual in a bit... don't worry we the new years babies will help you out!--- NOT!!
I swear that was not random- it makes a lot of sense, think about it!
Sure it DOES make a lotta sense... NOT! ;)
Hiatus my ass!
It's weird to think that you were 19 at once. To me you've always been in your early 20s. :-) I too was 19 at one time and I'm turning 21 in a few days...time flies.
Do you ever see these kiddy CD commericials with 8 and 9 year old kids dressed like they're going to da club and singing stuff like "get this party started" and "Let me see you shake that thang?" Society has resorted to sexualizing kids in order to make capital. I hate to think how things will be by the time my daughter turns 8.
Ok, I'm rambling. Peace out for now.
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